“Madness’s diary”

Too soon, it's too soon... I need to speak with you. So weak, so miserable... I had never seen my tears become a river before, but now I have and it hurts, it hurts so much... I'm not hiding a smile; my smile doesn't want to rise. Pain is taking my soul so hard that I just wanna scream loud and loud. I've seen it. I've seen it. My mind can't erase that image from my mind. It hurts so much...

They got their aim, their dead aim... it hurts, it hurts a lot... It was so dark, so dark... they finally got it. All that blood... I can remember that, yeah, I can... rather, I can't forget it, no, no, no... I felt their blood on my hands, so warm, so sweet... Couldn't control myself, no, no! That lust, that sweet lust... I ate their fresh hearts while their eyes were still open... Their faces seemed to be looking at me, blaming me, hating me... that sweet, sweet blood deserved to be tasted... I don't know why I'm laughing... I'm not sorry, no, no, and I would do it again, yes, I'd do! I'll do! Will you forgive me, sweethearts, will you...?